Signing off for now

Was tempted to call this entry 'Blog Off' but it doesn't seem quite right as I am the one withdrawing temporarily. I am facing some medical stuff next week which I am finding hard to cope with, as well as lots of mental stuff which is even harder. When there are people suffering real disaster in this world, I am going to withdraw for a little while and just get on with my life, rather than trying to make sense of it through writing, because there is no sense to any of it anyway.

Cursed

Another friend at work hit with a cancer scare. Thinking of her xxx

Tabi

I don't know if you are reading this, but please know I love you.

Barcelona.......

Just booked our salsa trip for April! Very excited, a group of 7 of us going to dance the nights away at Mojitos. Seville in 5 weeks too, Cornwall in the summer (and I even found a salsa bar in Gwithian last year!).

Life according to Michael part II

I'm not superstitious. I'm a little stitious.

Life according to Michael

Do I want to be feared or loved? Easy - both. I want people to be afraid of how much they love me.

Heavy heart

The painkillers are fairly useless today, and I am feeling like crap.

I have so many amazing people in my life, which is lucky because I certainly have a vacancy in family.

I am back to thinking of my family as 4. Which is more than some people, I suppose.

Lo siento tan que le lastimo. Perdóneme.

New Year

It was never my intention to use this blog as a public forum. It is an attempt to make some sense of what is going on with me physically. I apologise to those people who seem to believe that I am using it to attack them. I am not going to close the blog because I actually value it as a way of communicating with my friends without boring them shitless about my worries. They can read it when they feel like it, and choose not to if they are having a bad day.

Out of action yesterday and most of today because I have had my wisdom teeth ripped out of my gums.